God, Love?

Maybe, Ibam ari katasha fat bener... maybe god doesnt exist. maybe he does maybe he doesnt. no one knows. but why god kayak ngebuat kita ngerasa kalo dia engga exist, it's hard believing something that you cant really see. i do believe in religion or somekind like that, but... i wonder does god really exist? or it's just a myth? 

i do sometime's believe in god... but gue selama ini doa theres nothing happen. maybe i wasnt pray hard enough, dan gue nyoba pray hard but still nothing happen. if god exist, kenapa dia ngebuat gue kayak gini? 

If god exist, why love feels like a completely bullshit? kalo emang ada god, does love exist too? i don't know lah what should i believe. i believe in god, but not 100% i believe in love but not 100% either. nothing seems promising in this world. considering what i've been through. 

2011

HA! many stories.

12/02/2011

so, apa ya... nothing new same old same old. but someone ask me kenapa gue sayang or still love you... well my mind directly go blank. seems i can find the right answer or maybe i dont have any reason why i love ibam. i just love him. that's all. like sebrengsek- brengsek nya dia, gue bakal sayang sama dia kok. kayak ga ada reason aja, aneh engga sih? sayang or love someone tapi engga ada reason. i feel bad for him now, he turning into a mess dude.

i'm back

HEY BITCHES I'M BACK ;-)

the truth.

those words are the truth.... that's what i really felt

die

I WANT TO BE DEAD.

I WANNA DIE

DIE

DIE

DIE

to the girls who used to be my friend. and to the boy that i love more than this world & who used to be my best friend 

26 nov

GUESS WHUUUDDD???
my birthday is awesome SUPPA DUPPA AWESOME!. Tons of FUN yes F-U-N!!!!! all ma boys come and the gurls abhyani and selma amazing. best birthday eva!. you know whud missing is? AISYAH SHEILA AND THALYA :( :( miss'em so much. yeay yeay yeay thats all

-xoxo