God, Love?

Maybe, Ibam ari katasha fat bener... maybe god doesnt exist. maybe he does maybe he doesnt. no one knows. but why god kayak ngebuat kita ngerasa kalo dia engga exist, it's hard believing something that you cant really see. i do believe in religion or somekind like that, but... i wonder does god really exist? or it's just a myth? 

i do sometime's believe in god... but gue selama ini doa theres nothing happen. maybe i wasnt pray hard enough, dan gue nyoba pray hard but still nothing happen. if god exist, kenapa dia ngebuat gue kayak gini? 

If god exist, why love feels like a completely bullshit? kalo emang ada god, does love exist too? i don't know lah what should i believe. i believe in god, but not 100% i believe in love but not 100% either. nothing seems promising in this world. considering what i've been through.