HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATYA PRAWIRA - 30 sept 2010.

Jealousy

why jealousy has to so effin hard to ignore? i don't know why, i'm always jealous with this girl yep she's perfect, she's beautiful she's nice. yes the complete package unlike me, half package wait i'm not even half-_- half er *maksa. she is one of my close friend..... but i'm so effin jealous because she's one of ibm bestfriend. ibm when with her ... so very very cute its like completely difference from the way he act with me. the way he act with her unyuuuuuuuuuu *completely make me jealous. and with me? completely ass.

>:0

i have this new perspective " i don't care about people interpretation about me" 
yep, i dont care anymore piece of shit. especially that girl mygod i hate you sooooo much! die die die, i know you body is larger and bigger than mine but please have a little respect, beside your words is so nasty. and please back off, and beside it's none of you business dude. AAAA YOU RUIN MY MOOD!

replace

i hate the feeling of being replace by somebody its like yesterday i was the shining new toys and now ... piece of shit. yes, tonight is what i feel. it's officially theres some girl win ibam heart unfortunately it's not me. i admit i was numb to think everything going to back to the way it used to be...... and i was sooooo stupid to think that way. seriously i want to cry so bad, its like the menahan air mata super duper hurts. because i don't want to look like a chicken who always cry then again i never did care what other people say about me. don't care, screw you people :) either way ..... i don't know what else to think. its officially the end. tomorrow exam and i cant  think any of the things that i should study. i can't get him outta my mind like for real. i know i'm being a selfish bitch right now... but i hate the feeling of being replace. i remember he used to tell me everything when something wrong and now he don't even notice me. it's like i'm ghost to him....ohyeah i forgot i means nothing to me. don't you think it's a bullshit if i say that i already move on? .....yeah completely bullshit. wanna cry so badddd:""""""""""""""(

realize

My Dear Alligator,

i've just realize something from a song.... well it's about Ibam like of course. but ...  i was realize i was the one who getting in his way, i'm nothing to him. i'm just somebody who messing with him. i wasn't expect anything from this song.. but well i'm realize. i'm done with you, even though i love you so much its better to leave you alone.

i know this thing happen because of me. yep this is my mistake and there's nothing else i can do. it hurt so bad letting you go, but if you're happy then i'm happy. it's okay bam, you didn't do anything wrong my dear, you were perfectly fine. you know what bam? you were the best :) as always you are.

Its okay there may not be another BamNuy789, but there will always be there deep down inside our mind&heart. I know you will find a better girl than me i guaranteed that. as much as it hurts seeing you go but now its my turn  to letting you go. you're a free bird now. you know i will always be there for you, i'm always here waiting and watching you. i know you're gonna be okay, you're a big boy.

i cant expect things to be last, the things that happening between us makes me realize. nothing last. I'm watching us fall apart quickly, i didn't want this you know that. i'm sorry i made you loose my trust in me, i don't know what else to say, but i know it's all my mistake. i'm enough being a child, it's time for me to grow up. i need to pursue things that i want to achieve. i know i ain't good for you.

Nothing feel the same anymore between us, i do miss that. what else can i do bam? there's nothing left i can do. i was a loser being a sluty whore bitch and you were this awesome guy. i will never forget things that happened between us, like when the day we met at 7 grade. The way we fight about things that shouldn't be fighting about until we started to makin deket and talks aku/kamu for the first time, and the time where you used to say " aku mau kamu deh" and the time where satya told you that i have this massive crush on you, and when we watched movie etc. and of course when 6 August 2009 yes that night was magical too bad i fall a sleep-_- and 7 August fairytale. I do love everything,i do! when i'm with you, yes it was fun magical adventurous never dull at all. yes you're the one who makes me like i'm the most happiest girl in the entire world.

You're better off without me, i'm nothing to you. i'm just the one who nyusahin. its okay bam, i'm going to leave you alone. i'm sure i'm gonna terribly miss you a lot. but this is what you want right? me basically out of your life? right? oh well if this is what you want, your wish is my command alligator.

Haha funny bam i remember how you used to be jealous, you know what jealousy meanings right? fear of loosing someone. honey, you make me jealous all the time. insecurity of not being able to have any contact with you. i'm totally lonely without you, yes you always been that person who accompany me.  ibam i wish i could fix your heart and gained your trust back, but anyway have a good life my dear ibam.

ohyeah i have this one wish for you.... be a good boy please. and stay away from smokes, etc. i know about you and your health thingy, and please don't do anything stupid that you might regret. and listen to your heart, and your secret about your sister&brother safe with me don't worry :) and ..... i wish for you full of happiness and joy even that happiness wasn't with me but with her. its okay as long as you're happy. and please stop doing bad things that effecting your health condition. i can live without you but i was a better person when you're around.

You inspire me, you're my role model bam i look up to you. i learn so much from you, and you were an awesome boyfriend and awesome friend. i know, i'm used to called you one of my best friend, but its kinda useless because... well you don't except that. but you're and always be. friendship are lasts longer than relationship. i'm used to talk to you about everything now i can't but thats okay. you will never be happy when you're with me, beside you already have her and we keep on going round and round its like a never ending battle we always end up to that road again, i just cant do it anymore even as much as i love you i'm just to weak to fight with this battle. i admit i'm not strong, i'm building this wall around me so nobody can hurt. i'm trying to be numb,you don't need me anymore and well... i'm happy for you. that's all i can say, let's move on and forget everything okay. started over if its possible, and bye ibam. i will be leaving soon i hope so. and your gonna be happy i know you will. yes you mr. okay byeee :* :* :* BIGGGG HUGSSS FOR YOUUUUU

be a good boy okay my love? take care my darling my handsome alligator my little oliver sykes my rocker♥

LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALLIGATOR 

Ariel

So, i'm not a disney girl whatsoever is that. but i do love princess ariel a lot, but i also like princess Aurora. anyway, why i love ariel because i think the stories is very very romantic and cool. because ariel was forbidden to go to surface, but her heart madly in love with prince Eric. so she's follow her heart and became a human, even after her father ( king Triton) yelling at her she doesn't have any option so she go to Ursula and ask her to change her to human. but she only has 3 days. When Triton know that Ariel go to the sea witch, he's get worried. but At the end after all the drama and the fighting, Triton realize that Ariel is really really love Eric. and so does Eric. so he let Ariel lives in the surface with Eric.

Pretty Little Liars Book : Killers

this book is .... fun. i love this series a lot because it full of drama and the story is about finding Ali killer and the disappearing Ian. And also the old A is dead but there's a new A. This book is a must must to be read. believe me its quite fun reading this. 

Heartbreak.... everything feels like breaking

Dear My Alligator

Since last night i can't stop thinking about that things that you said.... yes it hurts so badly but it make it all clear now that i can't never ever have you back. i do love you a lot. Oh yeah, i forgot mmm i'm very very very sorry that i hit you this earlier today, i didn't meant to.. today i was not being my self. i never hit something until all my urat in my hand kerasa. you hurt me so bad last night honey.

I want to make it better for us, for our friendship. i do all this things just to saves our friendship that meant a world to me. hey, i care about you very very very much. i know i always screw up with you. c'mon have a little faith a bit bam. I know we can make this things better but why you complicated things that shouldnt be complicated?

seriously i dont know what else to say im guilty indeed. bye love you always ♡

abcdefgh

i dont know i have this weird thing, if in the future i will have a son i will name him Muhammad Xavier *the last name still unknown because i would like to take my husband name for my son. and his nick name is Xavier. i know xavier meanings is kinda weird. but it feels like .... a strong manly name. isn't that weird i'm still at 10 grade and already thinking about baby names ..-_-. other than Xavier i would like to named it Killian or Aidan.

If i have baby girl, i would like to name her abigail. and i would like to compromise between abigail and shafiyyah, so it would be like Shafiyyah Abigail *putting my husband last named. and her nick name would be Abbey. in the future i would like to have at least 3 children and maximum is 5 children. And beside Abigail, i would like to named it Hazel, Adara or Ailia

changes

i don't know what happen between us... but i know it's changing. ew i dislike you now. thankgod i still care about you, if i wasn't care about you. i would smack you ....... haha no kidding. i will yeah i will leave you. i know you don't need me anymore ... well oh well don't care that much anymore. hahah i don't care mydear if you like that boy or that one i don't care. but don't do it behind my back, i'm not dumb i know things okay. hahahaah funny, if i put it this way its funny. damn i'm laughing.

giraffe

this is giraffe(Giraffa camelopardalis) its an african long tall mammals, the tallest land-living animals . even giraffe leg it self is taller than human, giraffe leg is 6 feet. Giraffe can run as fast as 35 miles. giraffe used their height to eat in the tall trees. giraffe tongue is 21 cm. most of the time giraffe eats, and a week they need hundred of pounds of leaves. giraffe long neck can also be used as a look out for their predators. 

alone

do you know what i hate the most about school? ...... i feel left out a lot. since katasha gone i dont have my partner in crime, mygod i miss you katasha. uuugh school this days sucks, when it was time to go home... my heart was glad. thank god satya's alva the other makes me a little bit comfortable at school. i miss the old avenue7! HOHOHOHOHO i hate my life hate it hate it.

i hate my life 

i hate my life

i hate my life

i hate my life 

i hate my life 

cycle

effected of broken damn motherfucker heart :) 

she was wondering if the boy searching for her to get back 

she was wondering if she could get back together and hugged him tightly again 

he was standing cold and doesn't give a damn about the girl that waiting for him all along 

she's stood there waiting for him to come back 

Prince charming

Prince charming what a word that completely describe you 

you're my prince charming because .......

• you're the one who run and look for me when you know i was going to fight with satya's 
• you hugged me so tight and let me cry in your hugged after you find me 
• it was raining.. you told me not to closed to the rain because i might get cold 
• i was falling down the stairs and when you know it was me, you come and run and help me stand up 
• i almost fatigue, i'm wearing your TopShop grey hoods i was falling in front of teacher room and katasha panic think that i was fatigue. you come and help me go to nurse station. 

your heroic action ...... sexy. mygod i was shock especially when the satya's problem. you know i was crying, i was looking for satya's with katasha. and you come and after me with your dear friend hafizh. 

i would never ever forget the day you let me cry in your hugged. 

i can't let you go

Dear my lovely alligator,

sorry to say that i can't move on. i did tried but you keep on coming back to me. The  reason that i couldn't let you go is simply because of i cant let go things that we've shared for the last 4 years from the day we meet until the day that you leave me (14/april/2010).

Being with you it's like an adventure that makes everyday difference from the others days. the way you treat me, it convince me that i was good enough for someone.... i guess i was wrong because you know, i will never be good enough for you or anyone else. your like the sun and the moon, keeps me up at night and wakes me up in the morning.

You makes me feel like i'm a princess you treat me perfectly, you care about me so much... but i was too stupid to realize that all i do is hurting you. And day by day without you it hurts so bad, i never could imagine how would i survive without you completely.

There are days where i wish that i could spend a whole day with you. if i have time machine i would paused the day that my hand stroke your cheek at your car because i miss the look of your face when you used to look at me. Your hugged your hugged your warm and gentle hug, i never have a boyfriend that hugged me so tight and so warm, being in your arms feel so right. I never meant to hurts you, you were the last person that i would like to see to suffer. i love you unconditionally. you know what i miss about you? is you sense of caring for me and your smile and of course the way you look at me. Your goodbye .... painful, but theres nothing i can say anymore because it was too late to fix everything and become what we used to be. one thing for sure.. i know you will never coming back to me, the only thing i need to do is let you go and wish you all the best for your life and your happiness.

Your life seems brighter when i was out of your life, i see the smile of you these days but it feels like i don't know you anymore, because it isn't the smile i see when the first i saw you. the boy who wearing a shirt ( i think blue shirt) and jeans, first time that i saw you it was inside a classroom where the parents and the children gather to see a presentation. My love for you was real i wasn't fake any singles thing when i'm with you.

The memories i spend with you was internally important to me, every minutes every second  i spend with you ... i was bless. i know i will never find someone as good as you, but if destiny tell us to be together someday i will be grateful, if we does belong together and this is the way that god wants us to be right now then i'm fine with that because someday we will be together again as one. but if it tells difference that i was glad that you were mine back then.

You know, you were the only boy who see the real me. the one that i really trust. I know things are different now, i don't want to force you anymore to be with me, but if if only you would give me a second chance and openminded and see me with both eyes ....... i will be so thankful.

Oh ibam, my ibrahim arimurti rashad i love you so much. i didn't planned any of this things, i didn't want to hurt you. i wasn't meant to hurt you... i was only trying to be someone that you want me to be but i guess i was wrong. Loosing you were a nightmare for me, i miss the boy that i meet way back then and the boy that was being at 7 august 2009. The one who has a real smiles.

I don't regret anything that spend my time with you... it's all worth it. being with you wasn't dull at all, it was fun and adventurous. The way we talk, laugh, walks,hugged, holding hands .....priceless. you know how much you meant to me.... more than anything that you could imagine. i'm not exaggerating, i don't care what anyone tell or think about any of this, they just some shit that messing with your mind. You were more like a teacher to me, you teach me about life .... that's big bam.  i want to learn so much with you... but then you left and leave me here alone. every night everyday that i go through without you seems like waste-less i don't feel the same person when i was with you.

I know your face, your smile, your eyes, your cheek, your lips, your hands ..... you were perfect for me. i wish that you would listen to your heart more. if you did you will understand me, when you told me " even if you are so fuckin far away your heart will always be my fuckin mine. i love you" when you told the part of "your heart will always be my fuckin mine" its like cursing me because my heart does belong to you. Your heart belong to ..... no one else. i wish your heart was belong to mine again. it seems like i cant think of anyone else except you. i wasn't asking too much but the only thing i ask from you is would you stay? and grow up together with me? is it too much to ask bam?

I'm not asking you to build a house for me or to build a castle... i'm asking can i have your heart back. i know if were back together things gonna be difference, it gonna be the way it should be. only me and you... us 789 :')

but the things say differently ... the fact is we cant get back together and one thing for sure would you promise me to not forget about us? would you promise me that? and please dont forget anything about me and how we used to be, i wish you the best always and i hope you can find a better girl that way way way better than me.

i love you so much alligator

you + me : Love 

i Love you 

all the cute things you do simply tickle my heart 

Perfect guy

Perfect Guy

by : Tabitha Houghton-Smith

I thought I found the perfect guy,

one that knew how to treat me right.

But I forgot to hold on,

and now he’s gone.

I should have pushed harder for it to work,

but I didn’t and now I’m hurt.

I can’t remove his picture from my mind

I think about him all the time.

He meant everything to me,

and now we can’t be

I ruined it all,

I say as I slowly fall.

I miss the way it was with him,

and now the lights starting to dim.

Everything inside is dead.

I can’t get him out of my head.

I need him to survive.

He makes me feel so alive.

He has my everything,

and without him it’s just not the same.

When he told me good-bye,

all I could think of is why.

I hate having to act like it’s alright,

especially when all I do is cry at night.

I hate dwelling on my past,

and sitting here wondering why it didn’t last.

I wish I could be with him right now,

I should get over him but I can’t learn how.

I think about how it used to be and I smile.

I hoped he planed on staying a while,

but he left me alone and helpless,

and he knows it’s him I will miss.

Source: Perfect Guy, Break Up Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/teen_love/poetry.asp?poem=21106#ixzz0sM1aSbux

i found this poems and you know what did i do when i read it? cry ... yes cry and cry. oh bam i miss you so much :( 

role model

this is Miranda kerr, young australian victoria's secret model. she is my role model because she has this real girl attitude and things that make her special in difference way

this is Oliver Sykes, as you see i'm totally in love with him and obsessed with him. he's my role model because of he's not afraid to be different than other typical boys. as you see he has many tattoos *cover by his shirt

guilty

guilty? indeed. Yes everyday i woke up feeling guilty, first day of feeling guilty i never thought it comes from ibam's problem i thought it was me being an idiot and did something unnecessary... but i was wrong that guilt is coming from ibam. i realize the reason that the guilt is arise everyday is because deep down inside i know i will never be good enough for him and i will never ever make him happy.

oh whyyyyyy why guilt? why you haunting me? mygod i'm sick and tired of this guiltiness following me everywhere like okay i get it. guilt guilt what im supposed to do to make you gone away?

tattoos

angel wings is a must on my back of course 

sun tattoos on my hands, but definitely the sun not as childish like this 

a shooting star tattoos definitely on my neck 

i wanna have this roses tattoos on my ... well i dont know yet where i want to put it

i miss the old me

this one is nuy at the moment, so look at that fake smile. i dont know her 

so here's the old nuy, look at her smile can you tell she was happy btw thats ibam 

i miss the old me, aaaaa i want go back to my old life where's everything fine and happy.

mission

• get into biology major at school *need to work my ass off 
• get into melbourne university - zoologist major
• fly to south africa, created a project that involving rescuing animals 
• while rescuing animals, created a book about 'body image for teenagers' 
• build a house in south africa 
• take satya around the world and see exotic animals and created a tv show in animal planet/net geo wild
• fly to Antarctica have a facility and research for penguin, polar bear, whales, seals,etc. 
• build a house in antarctica 
• fly to indonesia 
• teach indonesia people about animals 
• creates a organization about animals 
• ask harry and alva and hafizh for animals project 
• build private zoo with harry alva *location? still unknown 
• at indonesia visit ibam, ghea, alyssia, levina,katasha, mom, dad, etc. 

 wish me luck. hope i can do this

loneliness

loneliness ..... hemm what a word that could describe me immediately. btw i love my blog background. anyway i feel so alone and so empty. well like almost everyday, so tonight... yep galau like of course. i wish i could disappear from here. i wanna go somewhere that my mind couldn't think about you. okay so now i'm alone chatting with you and thinking about you... wow what a night yeah right. anyway i wish i could have my life back my old life which the one i feel good and happy. you know what i means bam :)

suddenly i wanna go somewhere around greek or rome, i wanna see the culture. it seems interest me in a sudden way. anyway i'm tired i wanna skip high school and go to collage even it means far away from my dear satya. Anyway satya where are you dude?

My heart so damn empty.....

peacock- katy perry

this is the song that katy perry sing, this song is being sing by me and satya's yesterday. and this song is full of fun and its a funny song. every body should hear this new katy perry song. 

Peacock- Katy perry 

 i wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

[Verse 1]

Word on the street, you got somethin' to show me, ee

Magical, colorful, Mr. Mystery, ee

I'm intrigued, for a peek, heard it's fascinating

Come on baby let me see

What you're hiding underneath

Words up your sleeve

Such a tease

Wanna see the show

In 3D, a movie

Heard it's beautiful

Be the judge

And my girls gonna take a vote

Come on baby let me see

What you're hiding underneath

[Pre-Chorus]

I want the jaw droppin, eye popin, head turnin, body shockin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

I want my heart throbbin, ground shakin, show stoppin, amazin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

[Chorus]

c

What you're hiding underneath

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off

Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful

Come on baby let me see

Whatchu hidin' underneath

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

I wanna see ya

[Verse 2]

Skip the talk, heard it all, time to walk the walk

Brake me off, if you bad, show me how's the boss

Need some goose, to get loose, come on take a shot

Come on baby let me see

What you're hiding underneath

[Pre-Chorus]

I want the jaw droppin, eye popin, head turnin, body shockin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

I want my heart throbbin, ground shakin, show stoppin, amazin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

[Chorus]

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch

I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off

Come on baby let me see

What you're hiding underneath

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off

Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful

Come on baby let me see

Whatchu hidin' underneath

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

Oh my good no exaggeration

Boy all this time was worth the waiting

I just shed a tear

I'm so unprepared

You got the finest architecture

End of the rainbow looking treasure

Such a sight to see

And this all for me

[Chorus]

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch

I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off

Come on baby let me see

What you're hiding underneath

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off

Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful

Come on baby let me see

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

I wanna see ya

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock

I wanna see ya

Come on baby let me see

Whatchu hidin' underneath 

planned out

become somebody's wife and having a awesome husband 

having a family with minimum 3 kids and maximum 5 

i want to grow old with my husband and surroundings by our children and grandchildren

this is my other things that i want to achieve in my life beside my zoologist thingy and my lifestyle

I'm tired of being alone

i'm tired of bring alone








I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE 
I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE
I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE 
I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE 
I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE 

body image

i dont know what hit me, but suddenly i realize girls don't have to be skinny to look beautiful. every girls deserve to be called beautiful. In my opinion, sometimes a girl who has stick figure doesn't means she's a healthy girl. and even a fat girl doesn't means she's healthy too. As a girl my self i'm a girl with stick figure and for my age it too skinny in my opinion. As most girls know looking as beautiful as possible is a must but it doesn't means that we need to suffer to become beautiful girls. these days i see young girls starve so they can loose weight (* i confess i done that a lot) well girls, stop doing that it's not healthy. especially at our age, we still growing. we can eat as much as we want at day because we still have tons of activities. we just need to minimize it at night. i try to changes my body a lot. to be honest i hate it when theres a little bump here or there tummy getting bigger here and there. yes i hate that. but what there's a way to fix that a healthy way actually. we just need to control our diet and the way we eat. In our age we need as much vitamin, protein,etc as much as possible well because we still growing. A body image is a behavior that involving with our perception. sometimes when we see a beautiful girl on the magazine our mind comes like "omg i have to have that body/ i must be skinny like her to be beautiful"HELL NO!!! c'mon if you are already skinny you want to be more skinny? just be grateful of body that you are in now. As a girl as a teen girl to be honest i still struggling with body image. yes i have my insecure i have my body problems. but i need to find a healthy way to fix those problem not make my body become suffer to solves those problems. A girl doesn't need to be skinny to be beautiful to get a attention from boys. if boys seeing you from body kick him out the door. Boys shouldn't judge girls from their body because it makes the girls become less confident and become insecure of their own body. As a girl as a woman as a female we need to embarrassed our curves celebrates our body. don't forget suffering your body to makes it skinny it would lead to some sickness such as bulimia, anorexia, body dysmorphic disorder and depression. girls listen to your stomach eat when your stomach telling you to eat and exercise regularly. Fashion industries also need to show types of model that is in average sizes and the model is healthy so every girls in the entire world have no problem in body image.i think most of the girls around the world have problem with body images. well put it on your mind that you are beautiful no matter what no matter sizes you are. Every girls should be feel comfortable on their own body. believe me girls, not every boys like skinny girls * i learn that from one of my guy friends. if you feeling like there's not boys will accept you with the body like yours just think that you will find 'the' boy that going to accept you 100%. And as young girl i looked up at Heidi Klum, because she come's in to the modeling world when kate moss is still the number one model at that world. as you can see Heidi's body doesn't look a like with kate moss. Please girls lets be healthy together and changes our eating habit

bigcats

i think this is a puma 

lynx 

white tiger 

lion cubs 

siberian tiger 

snow leopard 

adult cheetah 

if i'm not mistaken this is marbel cat or its ocelot? i dont know i forget 

baby cheetah 

more of cubs of clouded leopard 

clouded leopard 

things that we need to do for the animals is i think to build more a place that they live in and feel saves. and of course extra protection from the poachers. and i would love to see them release at the wild, and the wild should be take care like keeping the environment clean. every time there's a poachers around i think the poacher should be immediately be killed. because their job is killing these animals and sell it, when they being put into jail its not worth as they killing this exotic animals. i would like also to teach young people the education of to protect animals. in my opinion i think an animals should be respect because they give us a knowledge about their kind. Any kind of animals shouldn't be in endangered zone, they should be protect every babies of any animals born its worth and we need to keep them saves until adult hood because they can help savings the endangered species. so those kind animals should be protect, if they already gone who's to blame? US yes the human.

you you you

you were giving me a pleasant hello at 7 grade and a horrible goodbye at the end

i kissed your cheek to see let you know how much i care for you 

seeing each other eyes and saying i love you 

holding you tight, so you can feel my love for you 

i hugged you so tightly, so i feel that you won't leave me 

holding hands until i won't let your hand go 

this things is a view of what we used to together or what i wish i could do to you back then

you know what is my favorite part? the part where i touched you cheek and ngelus - ngelus gently and seeing your expression it was priceless. don't you remember when i did that to you? yes february 6 2010 at your car alligator :)