things about love

love for me is just a words that human made and a feelings that created by human. from what i'm feeling love basically is a feelings that makes you feel like your world is spinning and your heart beats faster when you next to him. when you're not around him it feels wrong and miss that person a lot. i know these things because this things is what i feel ... wait i means what i'm used to feel when i'm with him.  every second i spend with him its like worth of my time, the happiness i feel when i'm with him well its priceless and different. i know i sound like i'm exaggerating but the truth i'm not, thats just what i feel when i'm around him. and when he hugged me it feels like warm and suddenly you feel like your not alone anymore. and when he says 'i love you' you feel relief because theres someone who love you back its like he doesn't see my in-perfection. for the first time i feel like i'm not being judge or not being questioned. fall in love with him it feels right and being apart from him feels wrong, i know i'm still young and doesn't really know anything about love but somehow i was glad he was mine back then. but you know what i feels when he's gone and not loving me anymore? it feels like my heart being stab and your heart being torn into pieces and feels so alone and you know you cant ever have him back no matter how hard you try you just cant. there's nothing left i can do, all i can do is just sit here and look at him. i do love him, well i love him so much unconditional love. he may not understand the love i feel for him but i know it was real, for once i accept someone 100%.  i don't think that it would be that hard to forget him... but actually it does. hard as hell, it seems like i just cant. so now i'm alone, helpless and things everything gone wrong. ever since that broke up with him, i feels like i'm the worst person in this entire world. to be honest he rock my world, he used to make me the most happiest girl the entire world. he may not realize but actually he doing a great job when he was with me. he did everything right i was to dumb to appreciate it and you know he was an excellent boyfriend and an awesome best friend.