Jealousy

why jealousy has to so effin hard to ignore? i don't know why, i'm always jealous with this girl yep she's perfect, she's beautiful she's nice. yes the complete package unlike me, half package wait i'm not even half-_- half er *maksa. she is one of my close friend..... but i'm so effin jealous because she's one of ibm bestfriend. ibm when with her ... so very very cute its like completely difference from the way he act with me. the way he act with her unyuuuuuuuuuu *completely make me jealous. and with me? completely ass.